Go Forth and… Dominate

Written by tarynrom on September 1st, 2010

It seems ironic that I am about to sit here and type a blog post about shoes, after so long advocating for Vibram FiveFingers and barefoot in general, and especially being a member of the PrimalFoot Alliance*. But here I sit, with different goals in mind, and the need to share my experiences with my newest purchase.

For the last five months, I’ve recently picked up my CrossFit training to another level. I’ve started competing, and I’ve really sat down and outlined my goals and what I wanted to achieve. The CrossFit Games are in my future; I can feel it. I know it. I want it. I will achieve it. Believe. Achieve. Right?

Throughout my CrossFit training, I’ve been working out in my Vibrams. I’ve done everything in them, from running, snatching, clean and jerking, squatting, etc. Everything. I always wore them. And it wasn’t until recently that the jump in my training made me sit down and wonder what else I could do to get the gains I wanted.

The VFF’s just weren’t cutting it for me being that I train on a cement floor since our gym burned down just a little bit more than a month ago. Working out of a garage, with limited equipment, it sure takes a toll on your feet when you’re slamming your feet into the ground to stomp the bar up on a max clean and jerk. I truly believe that this was the limiting factor in a 15-20 pound difference between my current max, and the max I think I am capable of at this moment.

The only thing that was holding me back from purchasing a pair of olympic lifting/power lifting shoes was the price tag. Which is ironic for me personally, since not more than a year ago, spending large amount of dollars on basketball shoes was never a question. I ended up biting the bullet, and started my search. There are many options, between Rogue’s own shoe, the Do-Wins, or the Romaleos, which is what I ended up going with. Of course there are many other brands and types, but my choice was between these two, the latter being my obvious choice. So here’s my recount of why I chose them, and what I think about them, if you’re interested.

Weight

On my way to work one morning, I stepped out the front door to find the Nike box on the step. Picking it up was my first experience. WOW, these are heavy. Now, coming from an athletic basketball background, where the “lighter the shoes, the higher you’ll run and jump” is the theory, I was incredibly amazed at how heavy they were.

When I put them on for the first time, my reaction was no different. I felt like I was putting bricks on my feet! If I were to put my Hyperdunks on right after this, I’m sure it all would have blown my mind.

When I got to the box (and I use this term loosely, box = garage in the back of the Chiropractor clinic where our equipment currently resides after the fire), I did some bodyweight exercises to see what the impact would be – handstand push-ups, box jumps. No real immediate difference, but there was definitely something different there.

Feel

Putting my feet into shoes, after wearing VFF’s for the last 8 months, was incredibly weird. I immediately felt trapped. But the soles of the shoes are soft and interchangeable between training and competition: inserts with different stiffness levels for the desired stiffness of training vs. competition. I’ve only used the training ones at the moment, but will integrate the competition ones closer to September 18th, the Prairie CrossFit Challenge that I’ll be competing in.

The only concern I really have is the top strap, that when buckled (and maybe this is because my feet are small?), hangs down almost to the ground on the inside of my foot. This only bothers me for cosmetic purposes, which brings me into my next point further down.

Performance

I’m not going to say that all the strength and olympic lift PR’s that I’ve nailed recently have been solely because of the Romaleos, but I am just stating that I have hit a few PR’s that were of a 10+ pound difference. The build of them is pretty solid and gives that extra stability that I didn’t know I needed. I still haven’t figured out whether I agree on the change of the anatomical alignment with the raised heel, after changing my learned mindset to that of the barefoot nature and how the anatomical alignment impacts that. It’s still something I think about as I line up for my lift and get ready to lift.

Look

Everything about these shoes screams sexy. I’ll admit, the main reason I picked these over the Do-Wins was because they were Nike branded. Shame, I know. There’s also one other main cosmetic factor that I absolutely love about them. On the inside of each shoe, there’s a saying. “Go forth and… (on one shoe) …dominate (on the other shoe).” Absolutely love it.

You can’t deny it. Half of the competition atmosphere is about how you look. And these are badass.

Thoughts on olympic/power lifting shoes? Which ones do you have? Why do you like them? Have they impacted your training? Leave me a comment with your thoughts!

*I would just like to add that although I am sitting here boasting about a pair of shoes, I still promote and advocate a barefoot lifestyle. Check out the Primal Foot Alliance website for more information.

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Dreams Up In Smoke

Written by tarynrom on August 8th, 2010

I’ve been disconnected from my blog and the social media world for quite some time recently. And in that time, a lot has happened. The gym flooded, as I recently blogged about, but not nearly a month later, it then burned down. I wrote a piece for SICFIT shortly after it happened, recounting my thoughts. I think I was still in shock and panic as I was writing that blog post, as I read back on it now and I realize that it doesn’t capture completely what I was trying to show. It was a disturbing experience, and I’m simply only a member of the gym, not the owner! I couldn’t imagine what was going through his mind.

Recent projects I’ve picked up lately have had me occupied from writing to you all. Driving back and forth 30 minutes every day to the gym in the next town over gets tiring, but is something that needs to be done nevertheless as well.

Limitations won’t stop me from being the best that I can be. That much I know. Stay tuned, because the next month is going to get serious

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Curve Balls

Written by tarynrom on July 23rd, 2010

It’s been awhile since I’ve been able to post something worthy of your attention, and in that time, a lot has happened.  About a month ago I was fired up to attack my mental game and start all over again, fresh for September’s competition, ready to do well. Shortly after that, on July 1st, my hometown was hit with a devastating flood, knocking many businesses and houses out of commission. Fortunately, my home was not hit, and I was initially unaffected, until the gym was closed due to flood damage. Because I live in a small town, this has a pretty big impact. I can’t just walk next door to the next Gold’s Gym. It is the only one in town with the equipment and space that we needed.

For the next few weeks my training partner and I did as much as we could with what we had. He owns a lot of equipment already, but we are missing a few crucial components: a squat rack, a pull-up bar, and a few more bumpers & range of plates. Otherwise we have everything. Workouts became creative, and outdoors on the high school’s running track. It was fun at first, but to go that route after having a Wendler and Burenger addition to my daily routine, it was a hard adjustment for me, and still is.

We worked out in the high school’s weight room for about a week, until today they decided to shut it down and padlock the door because of flood damage to the rest of the school. So now, all options have been exhausted, and it’s time to get creative and do what I can with what I have. But that’s what CrossFit is about, right? You can do it anywhere, anytime, and with anything.

So in preparation of my next competition (September 18th), it’s going to take a lot of mind power to formulate a new program to follow and get the same benefits from. It’s definitely going to, and already has, challenged my mental game to a new level. Being away from the strength and oly specific training really hit me hard, and I felt like I was losing the major gains I had made over the past few months. It’s challenging to see it all from a new light after having been in the same routine for a long period of time.

So here’s to new beginnings. To a new program. To a stronger, more rounded mental game. Here’s to September 18th, where I will walk into that box knowing that I’ve done everything I possibly could, with severe limitations imposed on me. Whatever happens on that day, happens. But I know that it will be the result of doing the best I absolutely could have done with the curve balls I’ve been given.

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Bleed With Me, And You Will Forever Be My Brother

Written by tarynrom on July 2nd, 2010

We all fight on the rubber matted battlefield together. Puddles of chalk dust cover the rough terrain, and bodies lay sprawling throughout the trenches when the battle is done. But is that battle really over? We pack up and march home, only to wake up and start all over again. We’re not fighting for our countries, we’re not fighting for a name, or anyone else. We’re fighting for ourselves.

Half way through the battle, our hands are covered in blood, we’re drenched with sweat. The look upon our faces spells pain and defeat, but it’s what happens at this point that is the most important to ourselves and to making that advance on the rubber matted battle field to get ahead of our opponent - wether that be someone else, or simply just our mind.

A friendly reaches across and pats you on the back encouragingly. “I’ve got your back,” they say. “Pick up that bar and get going. Finish it up.” Your hands hurt; they’re torn and bleeding. Your muscles feel like you’re caught in barbed wire. Standing up is like climbing a mountain with all your gear on. There’s no way you can go on. You tell yourself just to give up; throw that bar down and walk away. Tomorrow is another day.

But that’s the thing. Tomorrow isn’t just another day. You either survive today, or you don’t. It’s at this point when you need to stare that bar down and attack it. Pull yourself up and over the others laying sprawled on the battlefield, and keep going. Grip the bar with that madness I know is deep down inside of you. Shut your mind off, because the ONLY thing that matters is what you’re about to do. What you’re about to do RIGHT NOW. Tomorrow doesn’t matter. Yesterday especially doesn’t matter. Getting that bar up is the ONLY thing that matters RIGHT NOW.

Next time you’re struggling through the middle of your WOD, keep your hands on the bar and look into it.

Leave everything on the floor. The only thing that matters is what you do TODAY, RIGHT NOW.

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Part 2: My Pet Avocado

Written by tarynrom on June 24th, 2010

About 6 weeks ago, I wrote a post entitled, “My Pet Avocado.” It was about how I was eating an avocado one day, and decided I wanted to see if we could grow an avocado from the pit. I did all the necessary steps as noted in my original post, and a few days ago I woke up to the most spectacular sight.

My avocado pit has sprouted a root! I’m so excited. I jumped with joy as I surpassed all that my mom was able to do in the 1960′s (as she ever so pointed out) when she tried to plant her own.

Now I just have to wait another few weeks until a stem and leaves sprouts out of the top. The shell is breaking quickly though, so it should be anytime soon!

I’m so excited

Has anyone else attempted to grow an avocado plant? Tell me about your successes and things you did to get the plant to bloom!

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Stop Carrying Her & Put Her Down

Written by tarynrom on June 17th, 2010

I just wanted to share a story that a friend shared with me the other day. It stuck with me hard, and it applies to all aspects of life. It conveniently fits in perfectly with what I’m trying to do with my mental game and my training.

Two monks were making a pilgrimage to venerate the relics of a great Saint. During the course of their journey, they came to a river where they met a beautiful young woman — an apparently worldly creature, dressed in expensive finery and with her hair done up in the latest fashion. She was afraid of the current and afraid of ruining her lovely clothing, so asked the brothers if they might carry her across the river.

The younger and more exacting of the brothers was offended at the very idea and turned away with an attitude of disgust. The older brother didn’t hesitate, and quickly picked the woman up on his shoulders, carried her across the river, and set her down on the other side. She thanked him and went on her way, and the brother waded back through the waters.

The monks resumed their walk, the older one in perfect equanimity and enjoying the beautiful countryside, while the younger one grew more and more brooding and distracted, so much so that he could keep his silence no longer and suddenly burst out, “Brother, we are taught to avoid contact with women, and there you were, not just touching a woman, but carrying her on your shoulders!”

The older monk looked at the younger with a loving, pitiful smile and said, “Brother, I set her down on the other side of the river; you are still carrying her.”

Take some time to think about it. Think about how the lessons in this story can apply to your life.  Think about how they can apply to your training.  I often find myself dwelling on mistakes I’ve made when I lift, or brooding over a terrible time I finished on a WOD. These things are important to realize.  They’re important to realize that we’re carrying them around.  When I screw up, I need to learn to drop her off on the other side of the river and walk back.

Everytime I find myself thinking about something for an extended period of time, I just say to myself, “Leave her on the other side.” It’s worked a few times already.

This story hit me really hard and I thought it would be beneficial to share with my readers. Think about the lessons learned and see if you can apply it to your own life.

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You’ve Got To Know Yourself

Written by tarynrom on June 10th, 2010

A few days ago I started talking about my mental game and how the holes in it were affecting my CrossFit game, and my life in general. I made a statement that I’m going to document my little journey to overcome the problems I know I am facing – the biggest one being myself. My greatest enemy is myself.

I have a few ideas floating through my head after making it a good portion through Gary Mack’s Mind Gym. But, I thought before I can start doing things to work on what I want to accomplish and how I’m going to get there, I figured I should probably figure out a few things about who I am.

I opened my book where I record all my daily workouts, and I opened a fresh new page. I made 5 titles, all based around the last 8 months of my life when my training started taking on a new look.

  1. Things that scare me.
  2. Things I’m good at.
  3. Things I’ve gotten better at since before April.
  4. Things I’ve gotten better at April to May.
  5. Things I need to improve on May – September.

Although the details of this list are pretty long, I will share a few of them with you, my readers. The biggest thing that scares me is my back squat. Of the list of things I’m good at, OHSQ sticks out at me. I have improved my snatch technique tremendously since prior to April. I improved my deadlifts with a 40 pound PR & a huge mental blockade break in a matter of almost two months. The biggest thing I need to improve on in the coming months is getting under my snatch faster* (insert typical CrossFit snatch jokes here).

* I just want to make a note that I had DU’s on this list, and after reading it over and over one morning, I went that night and my body learned how to eliminate the single skip between double turns of the rope. I now can blast off DU’s, making this a HUGE milestone to add to the list of already accomplished tasks I never thought I would.

I think that by making this list it made me feel accountable for the things I knew I could do, and the things I wanted to do. We all think in the back of our minds of the things we wish we were able to do – but how many of you actually act on those and make a step in the direction of accomplishment? I kept looking at all the lists of the things I was scared of. Fourteen exercises crowd various lists. That’s like staring a monster in the face. So I created lists of milestones, lists of things I knew I’m good at (but obviously there is always room for improvement, which I’m well aware of). This gave the equation a little balance, and took the intimidation off of all the things I’m scared of.

Every morning I wake up and review my workout for the day. If it’s on that list, I take extra time before I head out the door to make sure I know what I’m doing. I have to make sure my head is all there. I have to make sure that I know I want it.

One of the greatest things about CrossFit is that we often fear our workouts. A little fear is always a great motivational tool.

So that’s my challenge to you. Stop thinking about all the things you know you’re good at, all the things you know you’re bad at, and all the things you wish you could accomplish. Write them down somewhere where you will see them all the time – for me, I always use this book everyday, and putting it right in the middle of my book (right after my last workout before I started writing down the next week), I always will flip past it… meaning, I have to read it. Feel accountable, and man up. It’s time to stare your fears in the face, chalk up your hands, heart, and soul, grab that bar and go at it.

Stop saying, “Maybe.” Stop saying, “What if?” Stop saying, “I wish.” Go get some.

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Overcoming Me

Written by tarynrom on June 7th, 2010

One of the differences about CrossFit as a fitness program compared to any other fitness program out there, is the degree of mental capacity it requires for one to stick with it and to truly fall into the CrossFit world. All finess programs focus on some sort of general physical appearance and performance improvements, and all programs will require will-power and motivation. But CrossFit differs in this aspect. We’ve all experienced it. This is because of those WOD’s where half way in you need to look deep down inside of yourself and find every ounce of willingness to keep on going. You all of a sudden remember why you’re here, what you’ve done to get here, and why you won’t stop. I don’t know about you, but I’ve reached some pretty dark moments in a countless number of WOD’s. The cool part about this is it doesn’t matter if you’re in CrossFit for the sport, or for CrossFit the recreational aspect. A Regional competitor will look deep down within themselves just as a pregnant mother or elderly man would. We all need to find that mental toughness that CrossFit requires, and sometimes we run into road blocks.

Hitting the Wall

I think what sets us apart as human beings is how we handle these road blocks. External (to the gym) stress can put a huge damper on our training. We bring our stresses into the gym in hopes to “work off some anger.” How many times have you heard that? I’ve said it hundreds of times myself. One of the best lessons I’ve taught myself over the past two months was to leave it all outside the gym door. About a month ago, my training ceased to improve when questions about my future and my career began to arise. This became a high stress situation for me that constantly followed me around through my daily life and activities. I confronted the two individuals who were the perpetrators of the stress, and I asked them nicely to withold the conversations until after the competition, as it was my main focus for the next month (at that time). My lifts were struggling – I was failing on weights that were easily nailed previously. My metcon times sucked, straight up. When I was finally able to leave it all at the door, I PR’ed snatches and C&J’s. I was finally giving my training partner a competition in our metcons. I didn’t look like the distracted one anymore. Leaving everything outside the front doors gave me a chance to focus on the task at hand instead of letting negative thoughts impede my lifts or times. After being stuck at 185lb deadlift for nearly 6 months, I returned to nail 225lb and PR. This is a moment that was huge for me, and the feeling of accomplishing the task, and absolutely shattering the mental barrier I had will stick with me as I progress through these new challenges and barriers, and allow me to reflect and learn.

New Challenges & Barriers

As I train for the next upcoming competition, I’ve already ran into new mental blockades that I need to set aside and overcome. Again it is external stressors having a direct influence on my training. However, these challenges are not easily fixed by simply asking someone not to talk about them. These are real, hard, life altering decisions I need to make.

I already know that I am my biggest enemy. My mind is the only thing I need to conquer. But how can I leave this one at the front door? I can’t. I need to learn to get THROUGH, not around.

I am currently reading a book called Mind Gym: An Athlete’s Guide to Inner Excellence. Although sport psychology is a general area I touch with my own athletes, I find that being the athlete makes it hard to follow your own advice (on so many different levels.. ie: dehydration and hospital stay after competition). This is a great read so far that has given me a few ideas that I’m going to try out to strengthen my mental toughness. I need to overcome ME.

Tomorrow I will start my first project with my new experiment. Stick around because I will be writing about my quest to become mentally tougher. However, with that being said, I’d love to hear any suggestions you might have, or your own experiences with mental toughness.

I love this video because it’s just an example of what we put ourselves through daily. It takes a certain amount of mental toughness just to go through some of the motions we go through. A lot of days I feel like the kid throwing off his football equipment.

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A Love Story: The Bikila’s

Written by tarynrom on May 31st, 2010

A while back I wrote about how my first pair of Vibram FiveFingers, my KSO’s, were brutally broken.  Those pair were replaced with a new exact pair a few weeks later.  Three weeks after owning those new pair, the stitching began to rip, and the velcro began to come loose.  Frustrated that I only had owned these for approximately three weeks, I inquired to the store again about replacing these pair, this time with the newly released & much anticipated Vibram Bikila’s. A few weeks later, and much impatient waiting, the Bikila’s arrived on the bus for me!  I unwrapped them, giddy as a five year old on her birthday, and immediately put them on. I fell in love, instantly.

I’m sure there are hundreds of product reviews out there, from FiveFinger Junkies like me, and the last thing you want to do is read another one.. I just can’t help it. These things are brilliant!

First off, the thing I noticed immediately was that they only weigh 4.0 ounces. They are incredibly light. It’s like wearing socks. You don’t even notice they’re there. The plating on the bottom, even though it is apparently thicker than normal, still seems as if it’s not there (in a good way, obviously). They listened to what we as consumers wanted – we didn’t want the plastic hook on the inside of the foot, and they got rid of it. They made it all connected in one. Huge bonus points there, Vibram. My favorite thing about these Bikila’s (aside from the weight), is the openness around the ankle. It provides for way more plantarflexion and dorsiflexion when you run, and just a whole lot of more freedom in general. Sometimes when wearing my KSO’s it felt like my ankles were choked. Now there’s freedom and I love it. They changed the stitching around the toes – the main reason my KSO’s were ripping. They added this material on the top of the toes incase you’re a toe dragger. There’s plenty of reflective material as well for all you night runners. The all around material of them is different – it’s a lot softer, and smoother. They are definitely very comfortable to be in!

This morning I took them out for my first run. I went through our ecological reserve trail. It’s a short – approximately 5 kilometer trail – of hills and paths, roots and rocks. It was amazing to fly through that trail on my forefeet. I felt like I had wings. It was an unusually fast pace for what I normally run at, but it felt so easy. I really, really enjoy the lightness of them. It was an incredible experience to feel the boulders, trees, and bridges under my feet as if I were in my barefeet. There were times when I hit holes in the trail that I didn’t see, but the strength & proprioception I’ve gained in my ankles from wearing VFF’s for 6 months now kept me on the ground and without a sprained ankle. It was absolutely unreal. When I finished the run, I felt amazing. My feet felt amazing. Everything just felt awesome. I love these Bikila’s.

I’ve never trail run before in my VFF’s, as you can see. It was an eye opening experience for me.

Now, I can’t wait to move to Calgary in the fall and run through the trails in Banff. Running in the mountains will be unreal.

If you haven’t had the chance to slip your foot into the new Bikila’s, you absolutely have to. You’re missing out. Wether you run or not, these FiveFingers are like gloves of love on your feet. They have a special place in my heart now.

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When Killing It, Kills You

Written by tarynrom on May 25th, 2010

For the last little while, I’ve been writing about my preparation for my first ever CrossFit competition. I only entered the CrossFit world a little bit over a year ago, and decided earlier this year that I was ready to start competing to gain experience, with hopes of attempting Sectionals within the next year (goal of 2011). This competition took place at CrossFit Regina this past weekend, with 57 competitors entered from all over Saskatchewan and Manitoba. It was a Spring Challenge, with 3 different divisions for athletes to compete in depending on their skill levels. My training partner and good friend, Trevor and I both entered Division 1, the top skill division.

Although some people expressed to me that the nature of this “competition” isn’t that intense because it’s basically just for fun (something I completely disagree with in some ways), I heard the word “competition” and that’s all I needed. As a very competitive natured athlete, anything can get me going. Throwing me into a match against 6 other women, all laying it on the line for the same reasons, who’s stronger, faster, more powerful – that’s all I needed. I wanted to prove my better was better than their better.

I went into this with no previous competition experience, but with an open mind. If you read back, Trevor and I put a lot of thought into how we were going to train for this. What could we do to get the most strength gains? What could we do to become more powerful and faster? The 5-3-1 Wendler program combined with Burgener’s stuff really gave me some strength gains I probably would not have got any other way. I got some extreme gains in technicalities with my oly lifts, an area I struggled with since I started CF. We put together all the sectional WOD’s from all over the world and structured them into our days very strategically, and this proved to be super beneficial as well.  I wanted to know I was capable of doing what these other people were doing at a much higher level than I was. And I was – most of my times were right up there with those other women who were actually doing these WOD’s to get to the Games. In the two months prior to the competition, I thought we really had something going. I thought what we were doing was going to be epic.

I was right, totally right. But I was wrong, too. But, I’ll get to why eventually.

We arrived at CFR at about 8:15, and walking in there was an experience in itself. Never having been in this environment before, my first reaction was WOW. Everyone was scoping each other out. The eyes on us felt like hot laser beams as we walked in there. We registered and left to get some flats of water. It was just too intense in there.

The WOD’s went like this for my division:

WOD #1:

4 attempts at a max concentric back squat – means, the bar is racked at the bottom of the squat, and you start the squat with your hips below parallel. Set yourself up, and stand up. You got 4 attempts at a max effort. After your 4 attemps, you had one chance at max ring dips.

I truly believe that this WOD was what screwed me up and put me where I was in the rankings. It’s funny because the night before when we were practicing this, I lifted 135 and it felt like cake. I put 185 on and struggled with it. So the night before, I knew I was going to be somewhere in between 135 and 185. I had all intentions of making my first rep at 135.

That changed fast. The other woman I was going through the motions with, started our warm-up reps at 135. Then 145. Then 155. Then 165. I kept nailing them. All my warm-ups were PR’s for me. I was silently laughing inside, but all the while a little nervous wondering how far I could take this. I started my first attempt at 175. Got it. So I tried 185, fail. Tried 180. Fail. Tried it again. Fail. Ended with 175. The other women around me were lifting 185-195 I think. So although I was sort of with them in the lift, the ring dips were what hit me hard.

I suck at ring dips. Period. My rings were uneven, I didn’t even check that before I jumped up. So my bicep was touching on one arm, but the judge was standing on the other side and wasn’t counting my reps because my bicep on that side wasn’t touching. I did about 8 or 9 reps, with my one arm touching, but she only counted 2. Fair enough. They gave me a second attempt, and as thankful as I was for that, my arms were dead and I still only managed 2. So each rep was worth 5 points, and I only took out 10 points from there, while the other women were doing 11 or 15 reps and absolutely killing me point wise. I was ranked 5th after WOD #1.

WOD #2: For Time (15 min time limit):

45 Pull-Ups

Then, 21-15-9:

Snatch (65#)

Row for calories

Before going into this one, I was incredibly intimidated by the pull-ups. 45! That’s crazy. And you couldn’t butterfly them! I think if butterfly was allowed I might have been a little bit more laid back about it. I definitely underestimated the snatch. And I hate rowing, it’s my least favorite exercise in the world.

I hit 23 pull-ups on my first go, which was a HUGE PR for me, so I was psyched about that as it was happening. I got those out quickly – I think I was one of the first few done actually now that I look back on the video. I totally underestimated the snatch because as soon as I walked over to that bar, and grabbed it, there were a few things wrong. 1) The bar was a women’s 35# bar, something I have NEVER trained with before. It completely messed up my grip and just messed up my head. 2) MY ARMS.. OH MY GOSH. I could not feel them. 45 PLU KILLED ME. This WOD would have gone completely different had those 45 been a much lower number, that is FOR SURE. I struggled with the first 21 snatches. Absolutely struggled. The row was painful. I shut my eyes and tried to zone out. 15 more snatches, 15 more calories. 9 more snatches – halfway through I heard them yell, “One minute left!” I panicked and got that bar up the last few reps. Ran to the rower, looked up at the clock. 14:42… 18 seconds left. At this point, the only thought going through my head was, “I don’t want DNF next to my name, that’s embarrassing, no way, no DNF, no DNF, no DNF…” I just kept repeating it to myself. When I rowed the 9th calorie, the clock hit double 0′s. I got it right on the 15:00 mark, and no DNF next to my name, YEAH BABY. I left it all out there on this one. I literally rolled off the rower and just laid there. I could not move. The poor judge (and I wish I knew who she was because I’d really like to apologize to her) was so concerned about finding my water and I just did not want to talk or think or anything. I just wanted to be helped up but I could not speak. Eventually my friend helped me up and I walked out the back door on my own and just cried. I felt awful but awesome because I made the time limit and I gave it my all.

My high school basketball coach and mentor came to watch the competition and he met me at the front door after I calmed down. He couldn’t stop hugging me and was almost in tears. It felt pretty awesome to have someone who I’ve always looked up to, be so proud of me. I don’t think I ever gave him that much effort on the basketball court as I did in that WOD. He was really proud of me. It feels pretty good looking back on it now.

WOD #3:

3 Rounds, 20 min time limit:

400m run

20 push press (80#)

20 box jumps (20″)

I completely underestimated this one as well. First off, it was pouring rain. Running in the rain, and in VFF’s, sucks. Straight up. I was cold, dehydrated, and cranky. Cranky I was in fourth place. Cranky I was losing. Cranky that we started the WOD with a run. Cranky that 400m looked so freakin’ far away. I think I went into this one already defeated. But somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew which women I had to beat if I wanted a medal. I kept it in mind and I ran my little heart out.

The first time back I picked up that bar (which I now asked to have a 45# bar instead of those thin women’s ones!) and realized how heavy 80# really was when you’re 2 WOD’s down for the day. I got those 20 out of the way, jumped my 20, and took off running. The coolest part was, and I should have commended him after the workout, was that the judge ran with me the whole 400m, in the pouring rain. It was encouraging.

The second time in, the bar felt incredibly heavier. I got them out though. The jumps, I had Trevor right there yelling at me whenever I stopped. Third run, the judge ran with me again. I was behind the 3 women I needed to beat, but I kept going. Those last 20 PP were ugly. The last box jumps, I got them out. I finished in 16:29, good for fourth.

I managed fourth overall, out of 7 women in my division. The women who got top 3 I believe have all competed before, in some CF competition or something related, so they all had a little bit of competition experience. I think I did pretty good for never having competed in anything like this before. I also think that Trevor and I did a great job for not being part of an actual CF Box, or having any specific training prior to going into something like this. Trevor was tied for second after the last WOD, so a double-under tie breaker put him in third place out of 14 men in his division. Pretty darn good I’d say.

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I now know what I have to work on. So when I say that what we were doing in preparation was going to be epic, it was. But when I said it wasn’t, it really wasn’t. The first thing I noticed is the level of intensity I trained at prior to this, and the level of intensity I competed at. They are two COMPLETELY different things. I would have never known this had I not competed, so I’m glad that I made myself vulnerable. I now know that the next time I walk into the gym, I have to leave everything on that floor before I walk out. There’s no more half-assing it. It’s all or nothing. You have to practice how you play. I never went to basketball practice and half-assed it, so why would this be any different? I also realized how much pressure that time limit put on me. I think it’s something we will definitely incorporate into our WOD’s from now on. That time limit as compared to leaving it open ended, is something else. It really opened my eyes as it was all happening.

In the end, I’m glad that I went through with this. It was definitely an eye opener, and made me realize just what I’m capable of. I can’t wait for October when the Saskatoon CF challenge is. I’ll definitely be there.

If you’ve made it this far, check out the video that a friend made of me from this past weekend at the SCFC.

It’s a must watch. Really.

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I actually ended up in the hospital that night from dehydration. I guess throughout the day all I drank was a Gatorade and a few bottles of water. It’s funny how as an AT I carry all kinds of things like Pedialyte, Pepto, & Gravol around with me for my athletes, but as soon as I become the athlete, it all goes out the window. Before I left home, I went through my med kit and only took with me the things I thought I’d need. If anything, I thought I’d be on that floor bleeding, rather than vomiting. Who knew it’d be the ladder. Major rookie mistake. Major. But IV fluids, and several hours later, I learned my lesson the hard way. Gained some serious competition experience, that’s for sure – haha!

So in conclusion, the title of this post could not be more true. When killing it, kills you.

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